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Countryfolk March 2, 2009

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i saw the girl i saw the girl
down pass the old grist mill
such a hot summer’s day
and i wanted her to stay
so i offered her some water
she took my little dip
thens she took a little sip
then shouted out for her maker
she wailed and cried
that she might’ve died
as she shouted out for jesus

she never again looked at me
nor did she see another
she never again looked at me
nor did she see another
she never again looked at me
nor did she see another
but lord how her eyes shine
and lord how they sparkle!

i saw there i saw there
coming up from the hollow
i saw her run about
screaming with a shout
waiting for god’s sorrow
yelling all about
with a scream and a shout
with nothing but woe and sorrow
and woe to the man
that tried to take her pretty hand
or saw how her her eyes did sparkle!

she never stopped for me
nor did she for another
she never stopped for me
nor did she for another
she never stopped for me
nor did she for another
but lord how her eyes shine
and lord how they sparkle!

beyond the field beyond the field
where tall grasses are a growin
she ran over yonder there
jumped right in without a care
near the stream where cool air is blowin
the waters carried her off
rushing over the rocks
she’s left this lonely hollow
gone beyond this land
escaped my rough hand
fled all this woe and sorrow

she never wanted me
nor did she want another
she never wanted me
nor did she want another
she never wanted me
nor did she want another
but lord how her eyes shine
and lord how they sparkle!

pretty eyes a sparkling
day long and through the night
pretty eyes a sparkling
may they take away my sight!

Love is Dead, a Piece in Three Haiku December 23, 2008

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he could not care less
to look over his shoulder
though he cared for her

she watched him fading
into future memories
and still could not cry

from across the street
a widow wept over beads:
once more pride kills love

Ballad of Mary Ingles December 23, 2008

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mary ingles went a walkin
and a good pace went she
all the way from ole kentuck
back to her home in virginny

mary had a husband
and sons, they had two
but when shawnee came a callin
there was nothing they could do

mary found herself captive
and downriver she went
in unnamed lands and woods
the next forty days were spent

in the valley of the river
her first born was sold upstream
mary hung her head and cried
and the poor lad was never seen

the youngest was sold in slavery
further down the ohio
in the land of dead mammoths
where white men fear to go

twas here that she stayed
for many and many a days
where she toiled and served
among the many other slaves

mary was a clever gal
and thought up her escape
she plotted out the rivers
and the streams she would take

she did not make the trip alone
but had a quaker gal by her side
and together they made their way
crossing rivers narrow and wide

they fed upon the berries
and twigs the natives eat
the journey was dangerous
but they had to keep on their feet

mary told the tale of how
she once stole a mare
but lost her in the rapids
and then felt all despair

lunacy set upon the quaker
as her appetite grew immense
she eyed mary deliciously
their friendship did grow tense

came the day she lept upon her
and poor mary ingles almost died
but crossing the river saved her
and she kept to the other side

by the time she reached the farms
she was skin and bone
but the kinfolk remembered
and mary was not alone

she lived her days in virginny
and braved many a danger
yet still she warns us to heed
the call of any stranger

The Shepherd Retorts, a work in progress November 20, 2008

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you speak much of tempus fugit
and your reasons to not committ
yet our world and love remains young
with many songs yet to be sung.

winter does not last forever
instead brings joys to endeavor
the ice, the snow, the winter wind
can help us to find warmth in a friend.

the holly, ivy and the pine
remind us of a warmer time:
of when the world returns to green
when maia passes with her spring.

my gowns, my shoes, bed of roses
my cap, my kirtle, and posies
fade but return in their due time
as would our love if you were mine.

surely all these things would thee move
to come with me and by my love
if you could perchance only see
there is much joy surrounding thee.

in folly ripe, reason rotten?
surely maid thou hast forgotten
tis fancy’s spring but sorrow’s fall?
does life not thee enthrall at all?

there is joy in every season
tis no need for rhyme or reason
but life and time have ruined thee
so we part ways with no more pleas.

yes, i sing of carpe diem
while thou turnest forever glum
fair maid, sharp tongued but always fair
i hope you find a love somewhere.

Cold Front October 27, 2008

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1.
they say the cold front is coming
i feel the chill through this cell
deep within my bones,
creaking and popping louder
than the old lumber
binding the courthouse together

locals say seldom do winters
stay so cold so late
rarely does the wind
roar wildly up from the river
causing the town to tremble
with shivers

2.
the gallows fling up
into the wind
and swing down
cracking against the
old stone wall
how i wish we never met

the cold front never calls
but they see it in my eyes
cold, steel-dark as the
maine waters my mother
used to gaze upon
after father left

had i never moved her
to indiana, then
there would be no need
to use the jaw brace
and archimedes drill
in places unmentionable

tooth keys would be used
for extracting the teeth
of patients in classrooms
not for pulling and twisting
the unborn from your womb
the unwanted from my life

my pearl, white as lilies
behind the slaughterhouse
near the licking river
how i wish i tossed
your shoes with your head
into the old well

3.
it is may, a perfect spring day
but the cold gathers in my eyes
the simple kentucky folk
will find me recklessly defiant
as gallows in the wind
or a body not ready for burial

my secret would never be found
my woe would never be told
my crime would never be known
had you not been left in a field
ready for plowing in january
where drunk girls are discovered

they look and stare
asking if i have anything to say:
i think of words of regret
how i wish i tucked you away
into one of the rivers
or slaughterhouse well

your head, pearl,
your head
that is something
i will take with me
down into the depths
of the slaughterhouse

for years, the good folk
will visit your plot
just off the county road
to place lincoln head pennies
upon your stone
in hopes of preparing
you for the resurrection

© Telly McGaha

Jamaica Inn October 2, 2008

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“fetch mi board der
an hold it ere
me a fix de windo befo
plank dem go on so and so”

the hour’s not so late
yet the day goes dreary
the wind is but a tell-tale trait
of an isle grown weary

your hammer echos loud
over rustling fronds
as i leave the grounds
and head for the bay

“will he stay, will he stay?”
the tourists ask and say,
each one going on more and more
before the ones in the previous shuttle

they are gone and you
are once again mine
i think of this and ponder
our long-life line

from stateside to island,
two country boys in two different countries
who somehow found each other
and now find ourselves on your isle

our little bed and breakfast,
a piece of respite for the weary,
and i am weary,
is boarded and battened

for the storm is coming but
i find it erie, quite and still
with the tourists gone
but that is only until the raucus

from over yonder hedge
the reggae music pours and
drowns the laughter of
that old drunk Augustine

“im done, mon, im done
and de day done gone
dark as night, mon,
an de storm soon come”

soon come, mon,
soon come
and he throws drizzles
of rum out onto the lawn
“for the dupee dem,”
he laughs as the rain eases
ashore and then begins to pour

the sound of rain pounding
credits our zinc roof
and pushes me to seek shelter
on the veranda

you have left me a rum punch
and i wait for you there,
rocking in my chair,
like i have always wanted and dreamed

ever since those kentucky days
when grandparents and aunts and uncles
would laugh and talk on the porch
while cousins ate honeysuckles
chased fireflies

and you worlds away were
doing the same
but with sugarcane in hand
and the peniwaly floating overhead

rains wash down the roof
and creates a watery screen
around the veranda while
it fills the lawn with overgrown puddles

minutes pass and the wind begins
to howl and so i enter to find
a romantic interlude
of gently hissing lamps

in the darkened kitchen
there are dumplings and stew fish
and okra, like you made on our
second date, and i am enraptured

the food is cold and i must shoo
the flies from the fish, still not
accustomed to island living, you
would shake your head

in our parlor the radio sizzles while
rains pound upon your plank-covered
windows, and still i hear reggea music
from across the yard

your glass of rum punch rests
on the table along with its many
condensated wet-rings, and i steam
for you leaving it here

and then steam for not ever
getting a ring from you, or for not
having some sort of ceremony to
commemorate our finding the other

and i yell out for you, seething now,
while lightning begins to slip through
your well-defended glass panes
and thunder booms aloud

this whole house rattles and
soon whistles as wind forces
through the cracks of this old
house, causing me to doubt

i check the doors, locks and
panes to see if we are really safe
but all is as it should, except for you
and so i make my way upstairs

where lanters hiss with sizzling
waters and the gentle pitter patter
sing-along-song of rain
caught in various pans

in the room i hear the old transister
whir, but it sounds romantically clear,
that you want to love me every day
every night with the roof up over our heads

i ease the door open and find you
lying there, in bed as usual, weary
and tired you’ve retired before me
you seem at peace

the lanters flickering off your dark
skin cause my own flames of passion
to burn and i rush to you
with mouth and hands open

but you are not there,
only a cold, empty vessel
in this, our old jamaican inn
and so this is where it all comes to an end

i’m done, mon, i’m done
and de day done gone
dark as night, mon,
an de storm soon come

i take a sip then drizzle some rum
so this is where it all comes to an end
in this, our old jamaican inn

© Telly McGaha

Witchery, A Ballad September 7, 2008

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there once was a town in the valley
not awefully far from the sea
that spent six months in darkness
and was vexed with witchery

for the meanest maid in town
no one needed hard to search:
just look to see rachel alpin
come walking into church

or spy her hunting in the meadows
just before there is no more day,
some whisper she flies with blackbirds
others say she smells of rot and decay

she seems the most loving mother
the sweetest bride in years
but neighbors whisper secrets
of how she caused her husband tears

six months of light, but then
comes night and all grows cold
when the town falls into darkness
it’s then these tales of woe are told

young mothers hide their babies
from the night witch’s prying eye
knowing they are safer hidden
than to let the witch off with them fly

a young lad went picking berries
wandering along the riverside
she disguised herself as a dog
and to her cave him she did guide

tis during these months
rachel’s long absence is felt
and so the town folk whisper
about the fate they are dealt

with dawn she comes laughing
belly full and lips smiling wide
she walks and sings hymnals
no longer does she glide

the folk speak in the church:
they hate her snow white skin
her touch they all despise
they are tormented by her grin

they swear by day she will return
and with the cold night draw near
in the shape of bear, dog, owl or cat
the little town is consumed with fear

rake open the coals, good gents and ladies
let the witch have all her own
lift up and cast away your torment
and burn her to the bone!

the paths to trouble are many
and never but one sure way
leads out to the light beyond it:
poor town, lift your hearts and pray

the town waits in the evil shadows
all men, women and child
venture along the river with torches
and fears and fancies running wild

tis not long she glides overhead
and cackles to those below
they scream, shout and shoot above
into night air and the falling snow

she soars a bit but falters
tries to glide but falls instead
they gather near the river
and wait to see her dead

the body surfaces in the shape of dog
with human lips burning bright red
the face changes to rachel’s beauty
as blood trickles down her head

they lift her from the river
to haul her to the stake
“blessed be you all,” she said
“to the good doctor will you me take?”

“nothing more than cold corpse,”
one cried out, “trapped within night
by god’s grace we have caught you
and saved us from your plight!”

without haste, without adieu
she is hoisted upon the stake
she cries out for forgiveness
but the coals they start to rake

the preacher steps forward
“comfort the soul of thy handmaid
forgive her lord and free her”
then they bowed their heads and prayed

the flames shot forth as she ascended
“god damn you one and all!
i will find a new town to vex
may you all be cursed to fall!”

with that the town was ridded
no more saw they the alpin witch
though rumors speak of her
and of the next town she will bewitch

the town felt it was their duty,
and sent a rider out to warn us all:
the good kilkinny who speaks truth,
warning towns both big and small

beware the witch of wasilla
beware her fork tongued call
by day she speaks pleasantries
by night she comes to kill us all!

© Telly McGaha

The Pioneer’s Wife Protests July 28, 2008

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you and i, mostly you, set out east to west
as wagon wheels put my love to the test
fading and gone are the cultured neighborhoods
as we move uneasily upward into the woods
city buildings blending into the specks of dirt
my home away from home is disappearing
freedom land, you grow hazy with the tearing
you have been so kind to fare me well
as i’m hauled to the very limits of hell:
all i can do is ascend your terrain
horizon erases the bay and wracks my brain
as mountain replaces farmlands of grain

are we but only pioneers
letting richness draw us near
more like nomads, who move for fear
like a pendulum over a pit swinging right to left
always in motion and with emotion bereft
we glide across this great divide
but your look is one of devout pride

my heart aches from accepting fate,
i would turn back but it is too late
in this virgin forest dreary and dark
there is no hope to brighten, not even a spark
so my past life fades to dark memories
which will kill us first: bandits or disease?
i have gathered my personal pleasures for some ease
and tuck them away to save as i please

in these hollows deft
my life is the victim of theft
stolen by white savages who await
teeth smiling with looks full of hate
our material goods have waned
and little by little i too am drained
because you think there is more to gain:
my love for you is finally slain

i watch from the rivers as steep hills roll,
riding the waves, nearing your goal
slowly they flatten
grab my cross, speak in latin:
gone are my hopes to never return
this new life i have already spurn
bound forests become barricades
looking at them, i feel only betrayed
like lot’s wife, i toss my head back,
hard enough to suppose it would snap
no avail, tis done only in vain
no salt, no paralysis, only disdain

nothing but thickets and thorn
seeing the riverside, my soul is torn
a supposed city rises above
as if it were something i should love

i realize what love is through my paining
find no comfort in pages of complaining:
all is lost in my life and i feel sore;
life wreaks havoc to my very core
especially this spirit that bares the brunt
of all the things in losantiville i must confront
this anguished life among wildabeasts and bores
watching birds flying, imagining where i’d love to soar

i cannot make the best of it because there is nothing of the best
we are welcomed on the river’s shore but i want to only protest

i am impatient and weary and wild
like a rabied beast or demonic child
i will throw myself violently into this life
snarling and biting and causing great strife
thrashing and throwing myself into the road
so some other wagon carrying its load
leading a bride from her beloved place
might find it’s path out west across my face
she may be saved
and think it grace:

death will then help me to abide
as my misery and hers finally subside

© Telly McGaha

Suiko July 21, 2008

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I will never forget your pale face
glimmering in the gold of Miyajima’s maples
how alight you were reciting the prayers
I wished to have ceased your whispers
with words and kisses
but me a peasant fisherman
and you a chrysanthemum,
how could it ever be?

Nights were spent dreaming of you from over the wall
and my daily recitations are only for your return to Itsukushima
Ebisu permits safe journey to this isle
you ascend the hills to Katsuyama
my prayers are carried by Fujin
you turn to smile graciously under this darkening sky
but it is a gesture intended for all and breaks my heart

Susano’o is ungrateful
my monastic years are spent storm-tossed in this emotional sea
I climb the hills above your shrine each night
and gaze out to your palace light
An empress no less yet I still hunger for your kiss
with each passing year I grow more fond
more impatient for your return
And learn to love and yearn from a distance

Nukatabe
The leaves fall early this autumn
my spirits fall with the tide
as you are boated pass the torii
The deer wander about the island and wonder where you are

Old in age, Toyomike Kashikiya
I have not forgotten
you rest forever now in Izumo no Kuni
but still I watch for your light from afar
ware koyoimo kimi shitai omou
tonight, I long for you again

Another Station in Another Metro July 21, 2008

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This poem was inspired after re-reading Ezra Pound’s In a Station of the Metro, as well as a modern day poet’s poem by the same name. After reflecting on these two poems, I found my mind wandering and wondering about Tennyson’s Lady of Shallot. Then, my mind wandered to another favorite poem/translation of Pound’s, The River Merchant’s Wife: A Letter. So, what sprung forth below is really only an inspiration from these other poets, significantly greater than I.

When I was young, studying late and rushing to and fro
I never noticed the inherent beauty of where red intersects green.
You rushed by, upturning myself and casting my books afar,
In a city where no one says sorry, you stopped to help.
We boarded together and went on living in the capital:
Two insignificant people in a town of egos.

At twenty-five, we were mastered and wed.
I pulled forth your loud laugh.
You lured out my smile.
And together we boarded those morning trains.

In our early thirties, we had no fears,
but to contemplate our numbered years
Yet we rushed on and on and on and on.
Why bother to stop for a rose?

At thirty-five you rushed out the door,
shoving off without me.
I lingered behind, not longing for your kiss.
That one September has turned to seven

You did not look back as you walked out.
Today, I cannot stop gazing at your photo while I wait,
and think of that day no one could get on or off, in or out.
There is fearful chatter and talk of terror.

The sparrows are piled in heaps this hot July.
Their dead pairing pains my aged heart;
If you are coming down the tunnels,
Please let me know beforehand,
And I will find a platform on which to wait
But I go no farther these days than Foggy Bottom.